Friday, May 27

introducing: Zion.T

ok i'm introducing this new segment kinda thing in my blog. it is called "introducing". lol yeah. its basically a post where i introduce you guys with something i like. it can be anything. music, movie, books etc etc. i've been wanting to make something like this but never really know how to put it up but now here it is!

so for the first "introducing" ever, i'm going to introduce an artist! its Zion T! he's a korean hip hop and r&b artist. his voice is the best, the most beautiful, the most gorgeous ever!

Zion.T - "SHE" ft. Beenzino
this is one of the first song that i love from him. thanks to beenzino (featured in the song), i get to discover zion.t

GD - "I LOVE IT" - ft. Zion.t & Boys Noize
ah this is another masterpice. ofcourse i have to share Gd's song featured with Zion.T. oh and did i mentioned zion.t recently has joined YG?

ZICO - "EUREKA" ft. Zion.T
and this is a zico's song featured with him. and you might have noticed by now that zion.t have featured in bunch of songs but it was still great music. being featured in other people music make fans like me to discover more gems in korean hip hop industries hehe

another featuring by zion.T. this is one of the video that pops in my subscription list, and i just happen to click it because is has zion.t and i love it! the mv is cool too

Zion.T - "NO MAKE UP"
this is his latest single. i think zion.t love girls with no make up or they just love making songs about no make up? but whatever it is, he never fail to mesmerize me with his voice!

these are just a few music recommendation for zion.T. there are a lots of great music from him. you guys should check out his album "Red Lights" if you're interested in him. that entire album are gold!

oh i also think that zion.t has massive shades collection at home hehe

Saturday, May 21

used to be alone?

quote, black and white, and manga image

are you an introvert or extrovert? i've always been an introvert. i am awkward around other people. i sometimes don't know how to start a conversation or how to have a good conversation. overall i'm just that one boring friend that others just trying to avoid.

but somehow i try to change myself, well at least give myself a try to talk to people more, or talk to more people. it was hard at first but as i start to get a hang of it, my confident level started to build higher. 

i somehow overcome my fear of class presentations, talking to lecturers, answering calls (this is legit), ask strangers question (still trying my best).

if you see me back when i was in high school, you'd probably be shocked at how much i've changed. yeah, i actually fear answering calls from people (usually unknown numbers). but i've somehow got rid of that fear. i don't even know if it is a legitimate fear or not but i thats the truth that actually happened to me.


there are some things that i cannot change. the fact that i prefer being alone. i've get used to being an introvert. and i think one of the factor that contribute to that is i'm the only child. the only friends i actually have are at school. and since my house are quite far from my school, i dont have any friends in my neighborhood,  it is a sad truth.

but to be honest, i dont felt as lonely. i always have things that would kept me busy, kept my mind occupied and kind of makes me forget that i'm alone. i also have my family. they are not perfect but they're not the worst. they are giving enough love so i was thankful for that.

being an introvert and being a person who is used to be alone makes me stuck in my own world. it made me ignore others. i didnt do that purposely obviously. i just dont know how to handle it. the next thing i remember, i've done it again. and again. over and over again. i feel bad for those people. i really am. 

i sometimes felt like i dont deserve friends. i have this anxiety feeling of how people would think of me. and i hate that. i know there are people who will think i'm such a bitch or something. what can i do. i'm bad with people. and i'm so sorry.

i was grateful i have this blog. at least i can throw my heart out here. 

i think i'm on that time of the month huhu

♪ #nowplaying Fxxk Wit Us by Lee Hi ft. Dok2 

Wednesday, May 11

happy birthday to me

hey guys! today is my 20th birthday! happy birthday to me! yay!

haha but seriously i'm 20. i'm old.

but i'm happy. i've been living 20 years of my life, not so much but i'm enjoying it. and i hope i'm enjoying most of it to the fullest! apart from having the results a day before my birthday, but that's not going to get me down. not really but oh well haha.

wishing for me to be a better person. work hard for the next semester hopefully. eat more food, i mean healthier food haha (that's probably not gonna happen but i'll try).

so yeah here's to another wonderful life, wonderful semester, wonderful friends and families, wonderful blog, wonderful everything. i hope!

and i'm so sorry that i'm not updating much here. i've been "busy" with holiday. you know what i mean. i'm really good at procrastinating on semester break. but i promise i'm going to post something so wait for that.

happy birthday to meeeeeeee huhu ~