so on this post. i'll be talking about my one and only, long lost crush. lol. seriously he's worth an appreciation post because he's like my ultimate crush. he's my first and most probably is the last crush ever
i crush him for so long ever since form one and at that time he's form two (real life senpai) and there's only few of my school friend knew about this. but they only knew not untill form 4/5. i kept it a secret for quite some times. i'm that serious haha
along those school years, there have been quite an eventful things that had happened between us. but i'll get back to that later.
but first, how do i know him? how did i actually liked him? haha
masa form one. on the very first rumah sukan meeting. that's when i first saw him. he was form two at that time and he's the rumah sukan president. just so you know, form 1 and form 2 sekolah petang. so dia president untuk rumah sukan sesi petang.
i was alone that time because i dont have friends with me. i was so shy back then. so because of that i was just looking at people, including him. because he's the president, my eyes were focused on him the most. and at that time, i thought "omg this guy is so calm, laid back and so relax". he's coolestness attracts me. now that i see him (on school year book and his instagram cough cough), he's not that attractive in term of handsomeness. but he's skin is quite fair which results in people calling him apek lol
from that moment. i secretly eyeing on him all the time
and from then on, there's also a few coincidental events happened between us. i remembers a few bizzare one.
there's this one time. on our school's sport day. i think he's about to go run for 4 x 400? i think la. and i was a pbsm that jaga at one edge of the padang. so he suddenly come to me and then kinda want to hand his topi to me. to ask me to jaga his topi. i was terkejut that time so i cant really hear what he was saying so i was like "haa?" to him. and then he just gave up on me and put his topi on a bendera pole instead. i was nervouse and excited but a bit dissappointed at that time. but oh well at least i've had an eye contact and he talked to me.
there's also this one time, at the school canteen. he was lepaking with his friends at the back of the canteen. i guess he's eating kacang? and i just so happen to walk infront of them while he was doing something that i don't know what because i was too shy to look at him but then suddenly something fled and hit me, on my head. i think its the kacang kot. so i was menggelabah and look at him lah. and then he was like "eh eh sorry sorry." i think he's the one who did it? i think lah. but i just go away as fast as i can. i was embarrased.
and i remember he's walking with a girl. and because of jealousy, i said that her face macam tepung gomak. haha seriously doh muka dia putih gila. lupa pulak nak tengok tangan dia pun putih jgak ke tak. i think this was in his form 2 or 3 because after pmr, dah tak nampak dah perempuan tu. pindah kot. tapi nasib baik my crush tak pindah hehe.
i think form 4 kot. he was with this one girl. she's free hair. i saw them lovey dovey on our school sport event (just a small event at the basketball court). jealous kot. and than ada satu masa tu, i dont remember when, in my class, i was just with my friends there's no other classmates around, i think ada event ke apa ke. then that girl came in and ask if he can tumpang tido. my friend pulak kenal dia sebab dorang satu kelab. that time banyak gak lah idea jahat datang. nasib i baik orangnye so those evil thoughts had to be put aside lol
after his spm, i think i saw him came to the school. tapi he just lepak kat depan sekolah (tempat orang tunggu parents etc). and i saw him with a junior. wth lah. ramainya awek dia.
and i even remember the last time i saw him. and thats not even near the school at all. that time i was going to g-dragon's one of a kind concert. i was queueing for the ktm tickets. and as i look back. i saw him. it's so kelakar. he's always there at a very unexpected time. i get paranoid of thinking he's like a guardian for me or something lol
now everytime i browse through my school yearbook, i always find myself searching for his picture. he's like one of my few good memories of school that i wont ever forget. huhu but i really hope i will see him again sooner.
i've also just found his instagram. i followed him and he followed me back. instant fangirl mode there huhu. it's just feel awesome to see your forever crush liked your photo on instagram keke
do you have crush? how long have ever been crushing? or are you in a relationship with a crush? tell me i wanna know hehe
p/s: i'm so loyal even he's just a crush kekeke imagine if i have a boyfriend/husband xD guys take note~ kekekeke