Saturday, December 26

22. freebies; phone wallpaper

this is kinda my first ever freebies. so feel free to save these and set it as your phone wallpaper. tak seberapa but oh well. this is also kinda like a new year eve gift from me to you so yeah. happy advance new year~

Saturday, December 19

21. surviving

cat, cute, and black and white image
hai and assalamualaikum!
i've been sick for the past week.  that's why i have not been blogwalking that much. plus all the school stuffs. believe it or not, i didn't go to the doctor at all. despite the denggi season. that's just how busy i am. and i just love living dangerously. it started off with a fever and then a cough, a bad cough and then i lost my voice. this, i might say, the worst that i've lost my voice. the last time i lost my voice was when i was in my secondary school. i thought that would be it but no. i lost my voice for a good 3 to 4 days. that's crazy! i can't believe it myself! it's terrifying too!

and now i'm back at my home sweet home. thank goodness we got a week holiday for christmas! right when i get back here in selangor, i got my voice back! am i actually missing home? lol and my mom is so cute. right when i get home she said "nanti mak keluarkan ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak dari fridge. nanti dia dah tak sejuk makan tau.".

i was planning of not going home for the holiday. but because i'm sick. i just had too. i think this is the right thing to do. Allah nak tunjukkan kita sesuatu. And that be my family. Because when you're sick, your family are the ones who you want to see the most, and your family would want to see you when you're sick too. Who knows, with Allah's will, what'll happen. Anything could happen.

So the lesson of the day or month or year (we're getting to new year),  if you have the chance, get back home and see your family!

also, with this post, i wanted to thank my housemates, to put up with my misery while i was sick. with them, i got to experience the cool fever for the first time lol. thanks to that certain someone who gets my craving fixed. thanks to everyone who wished me well. thank you so much guys! sorry if korang berjangkit pulak huhu

that's all for today. see you guys next year. cheers! xo

Saturday, December 12

20. where to go on the internet

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hai and assalamualaikum.
i am making this list for me myself because i don't know why but there is time when my mind suddenly goes blank i don't know where to go on the internet. haha wth lah kan? but i'm serious so here i am again posting another thing that had to do with internet. i'm sharing with you guys where i would always go to on the internet to pleasure my never-ending boredomness.

1// youtube; just watch some random sheets over there. vlogs, mvs, how-to's, cats etc etc

2// blog; the reason why you might be here on my blog are because you're bored. or maybe you're just a creep. but yeah, write a post or read some blog.

3// twitter; where you can read rants, retweet rants, join rants, post rants and fangirling.

4// tumblr, weheartit, pinterest; these are the places where i get my inspirations. most of the time lah. other places pun ada bagi inspirations jugak but not as much or maybe im just being ignorance haha.

5// 9gag, boredpanda, buzzfeed; these places are the place with different kind of entertainment. these are what i would call my ultimate boring savior. it always keeping me entertained with stupid and smart humors!

6// bigbangupdates, allkpop, billboard; these are the places for the kpoppers or mainly fangirl/boy to go enhance their kpopness, or just music in general.

7// online games; brings out your inner child. express yourself through dress up or cooking games. i know you'll enjoy it. because i certainly did!

8// email; wtf? who does this? kbye

tell me what's your most frequent websites that you always go~

Saturday, December 5

19. crush

boy, manga, and tsubaki chou lonely plane image
have you ever like someone? have you ever had a crush on someone? oh well, i definitely did.

so on this post. i'll be talking about my one and only, long lost crush. lol. seriously he's worth an appreciation post because he's like my ultimate crush. he's my first and most probably is the last crush ever

i crush him for so long ever since form one and at that time he's form two (real life senpai) and there's only few of my school friend knew about this. but they only knew not untill form 4/5. i kept it a secret for quite some times. i'm that serious haha

along those school years, there have been quite an eventful things that had happened between us. but i'll get back to that later.

but first, how do i know him? how did i actually liked him? haha

masa form one. on the very first rumah sukan meeting. that's when i first saw him. he was form two at that time and he's the rumah sukan president. just so you know, form  1 and form 2 sekolah petang. so dia president untuk rumah sukan sesi petang.

i was alone that time because i dont have friends with me. i was so shy back then. so because of that i was just looking at people, including him. because he's the president, my eyes were focused on him the most. and at that time, i thought "omg this guy is so calm, laid back and so relax". he's coolestness attracts me. now that i see him (on school year book and his instagram cough cough), he's not that attractive in term of handsomeness. but he's skin is quite fair which results in people calling him apek lol

from that moment. i secretly eyeing on him all the time

and from then on, there's also a few coincidental events happened between us. i remembers a few bizzare one.

there's this one time. on our school's sport day. i think he's about to go run for 4 x 400? i think la. and i was a pbsm that jaga at one edge of the padang. so he suddenly come to me and then kinda want to hand his topi to me. to ask me to jaga his topi. i was terkejut that time so i cant really hear what he was saying so i was like "haa?" to him. and then he just gave up on me and put his topi on a bendera pole instead. i was nervouse and excited but a bit dissappointed at that time. but oh well at least i've had an eye contact and he talked to me.

there's also this one time, at the school canteen. he was lepaking with his friends at the back of the canteen. i guess he's eating kacang? and i just so happen to walk infront of them while he was doing something that i don't know what because i was too shy to look at him but then suddenly something fled and hit me, on my head. i think its the kacang kot. so i was menggelabah and look at him lah. and then he was like "eh eh sorry sorry." i think he's the one who did it? i think lah. but i just go away as fast as i can. i was embarrased.

and i remember he's walking with a girl. and because of jealousy, i said that her face macam tepung gomak. haha seriously doh muka dia putih gila. lupa pulak nak tengok tangan dia pun putih jgak ke tak. i think this was in his form 2 or 3 because after pmr, dah tak nampak dah perempuan tu. pindah kot. tapi nasib baik my crush tak pindah hehe.

i think form 4 kot. he was with this one girl. she's free hair. i saw them lovey dovey on our school sport event (just a small event at the basketball court). jealous kot. and than ada satu masa tu, i dont remember when, in my class, i was just with my friends there's no other classmates around, i think ada event ke apa ke. then that girl came in and ask if he can tumpang tido. my friend pulak kenal dia sebab dorang satu kelab. that time banyak gak lah idea jahat datang. nasib i baik orangnye so those evil thoughts had to be put aside lol

after his spm, i think i saw him came to the school. tapi he just lepak kat depan sekolah (tempat orang tunggu parents etc). and i saw him with a junior. wth lah. ramainya awek dia.

and i even remember the last time i saw him. and thats not even near the school at all. that time i was going to g-dragon's one of a kind concert. i was queueing for the ktm tickets. and as i look back. i saw him. it's so kelakar. he's always there at a very unexpected time. i get paranoid of thinking he's like a guardian for me or something lol

now everytime i browse through my school yearbook, i always find myself searching for his picture. he's like one of my few good memories of school that i wont ever forget. huhu but i really hope i will see him again sooner.

i've also just found his instagram. i followed him and he followed me back. instant fangirl mode there huhu. it's just feel awesome to see your forever crush liked your photo on instagram keke

do you have crush? how long have ever been crushing? or are you in a relationship with a crush? tell me i wanna know hehe

p/s: i'm so loyal even he's just a crush kekeke imagine if i have a boyfriend/husband xD guys take note~ kekekeke

Sunday, November 29

18. long distance relationship

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i have been in this one phase of my internet life where i watch lots of long distance relationship videos on youtube.

so i came across this couple, camilia (sarinjas) and mahathir. she's from sweden while he's from singapore.

so they post their first ldr videos. which mahathir came to sweden to meet sarinjas for the first time.

it kinda get lots of attentions to it because they were being so overly-attached to each other like kissing etc etc on the video. they've got lots of bad reactions and people are so against their relationship.

but there's also a lot of people thought that they are cute sweet and stuff and supports them.

at that time, being a young, innocent teens i was, i thought it was really bizzare. to know that a malay and a swedish being very romantically involved in public, make a video of it. it's weird to see that. since i've not been expose to that kind of thing.

they post few more videos of them, and i'm just there,watching their videos. and then time passes as i just forgot about them and kinda moving on with my life.

and then a few times later, i found them again, but at that time, they've broken up. but that time, mahathir still have a few videos of them on his youtube channel. while sarinjas have a new look; short hair!

i guess their ldr doesnt work out the way they wanted. i think sarinjas are the one who call it off first. and because of that, they gets people attentions again.

and then i was like, okay then. (when i found out about this, they both had already move on) so good for them.

and now, present, i just came across them again. apparently, mahathir deleted all their videos but there are some people "kindly" enough re-upload them.

being me, like i've always does, i google them and guess what?

i just found out that  sarinjas converted into Islam! Alhamdulillah. i guess things happened. and for her, she have so much more written for her. and getting married are one of them. she's married now. congrats to her.

look at how beautiful she is!

this ldr story teaches how we can't judge people on the internet. simply on how many minutes they shared, how many words they wrote and what so. they have a long time ahead of their life and people can change. either for good or the other way around, its their choice.

as for me, i hope i can be better for good. and i hope you too.

thanks for reading this xx

ps// sarinjas kinda looks like amanda from makeupbymandy24 hm i have a thing for their lips (k im a weirdo bye)

Monday, November 23

17. vlogs

currently listening to; Apologize by iKon ♪

hi and assalamualaikum.
i've mentioned my humble internet life on here, and so on this post, i am going to continue on that. watching movies are not as fun as watching  other people lives. i know that sounds a bit creepy but its fun!

ever heard of vlog? it's just like blog but instead of writing, we video it instead. so i have this huge obsession towards youtube. and of that being vlog. let me clear something up, i'm not the one who vlog (i wish i was) but i watch vlog instead. yes i love watching vlogs! daily vlogs to be exact.

so here i have another recommendation list of vloggers that i've watched and i've love for the past how long it has been. but some of them doesn't really do daily vlogs. they do vlogs their life but not daily and there are also some of them that actually vlogs everyday.

click on their picture to go to their youtube channel

1// MoreZoella; if you're into beauty related stuff, and you always go on youtube for that, you might already know her! its zoe! i love her vlogs because she just makes you feel like at home. like you're with a really nice friend.

2// ThePointlessBlogTv; he's zoe's boyfriend and yes they do live together so i always find zoe on his vlogs and vice versa. he is also very cool to check out on.

3// TheatcherJoeVlogs; he's zoe's brother. yup they're all pretty much related to each other. well actually every youtubers are related to each other. apart from his genius main channels, i really love watching him flip his hair on daily basis. yup thats the only thing i watch on his videos. oh jk xD

4// FunForLouis; my inspiration! he literally never  duduk diam. like he always got to do so many things. he travels the most. like everywhere and it is really fun to watch his videos. he also vlogs daily so its like i'm traveling with him. and he's super friendly too. and i love his hair. there's so much hair loving going on ;)

5// BFvsGF; if you watch Prank vs Prank, then you might know this one. they do daily vlogs. and its a fun way to see how the pranks got done behind the scene. plus, they've got cats! and i love cats!

6// Wahlie TV; its a couple vlogger! its wah and weylie together making wahlie! so yeah, i love them because they're that kind of vlogger who make you feels right at home. and they've also got rabbits and dog which is totally cute.

honestly there's so much more vloggers that i watched but these are the few one that i always find myself catching up on regularly.

if you check them out please do tell me. and if you actually already am watching them please do tell me too. you know i kinda want a friends to fangirl with huhu

so see you on my next post. bye xx

ps: selamat bercuti dak dak sekolah. boleh la korang tengok vlog pepuas. selamat kembali ke kolej kepasa spesis aku hahahaahaha k bai

Thursday, November 12

16. That types of person

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Hai and assalamualaikum.
Today i am answering a tag questions from this guy haha

1// Breakfast, Lunch or dinner?
= Bruncher! ahahahahah i am a fatass

2// After you eat a bowl of cereal, do you drink the milk?
Of course! Tak baik membazir. Unless you havecats so then you could give the leftover milk to your cats. That would be sho cute!

3// Fold or Crumple?
i tear it into two. one piece i'll fold and the other i'll crumple. fair enuff?

4// Shampoo then Body Wash or Body Wash then Shampoo?
Body wash then shampoo. Sebab nak bagi wangi tu lekat betul betul kat badan

5// Are you typically Stressed or Relaxed?
Relaxed. Overly relaxed if i must say huhu

6// Patient or Impatient?
Patient. My mom pun ada cerita that when i was baby, i was so patient

7// Schedule or Go With the Flow?
Both lah sebab there are things that should be schedule and there are things that you can just go with it flow

8// When you were a kid, What did you want to be when you grow up?
Being honest, cikgu. i dont even know why. oh maybe because my once said that being a cikgu ni banyak cuti lol wth

9// Prankster or Not?
I think so mehehehe

10// Do you sleep with the lights open or closed?
you know there are times when you are so comfortably tucked in your bed and then u realized you havent turn the lights off. that's when.

11// Concert or Theme Park?
yahh why so hard lah question xD if it was me ofcourse i would choose both

12// Music or Book?
yaaah again? how could you lah. but if you insist, i would prolly choose music. hm T_T

13// Book or Movie?
i'm crying i could not choose but i had to hmmm movie maybe

14// Fries or Onion Ring?
say yes to potato! blegh onions -_-

15//McDonalds or KFC?

16// Coffee person or Tea person?
coffeeeeh! give me mah coffeeeeeh <3 p="">
17// Which movie genre, Romance or Horror?
horror and then romance huhu

18// Rather Introvert or Extrovert?

19// Can you curl your tongue?
i can do it inward lol

20// Can you whistle?

Monday, November 9

15. adaptation

manga, manga cap, and mangacaps image
oh hi and assalamualaikum.
so this past few months had been hectic. i know i haven't been updating much on my life except for some random lyrical post which really show how much i'm procrastinating on blogging. to adds up to that excuse, i am lack of ideas on what to post. but not today! i finally have something to share wuhu!

so you might not know this but i've just started my semester break! ( dah lama sebenarnya ehem). there's only one thing that i've always wanted to do on sem break and that is to catch up with my internet life. seriously guys, having real life quite sucks. QUIITE okay. not fully sucks lol.

okay so catching up with my internet life. what does that mean? that can mean so much to me honestly but today i'm going to share with you guys about adaptation! 

uh what adaptation? 

movie adaptation!

um what movie adaptation?

anime to real live movies!

a k a live action movies!

lotsa you guys might already know this. yeah japanese people with their japanese brains kept coming up with new live action movies. and i am one of the fans that eagerly waiting for the release. 

so there are so many live action movie that i've watched and not yet watch but so gonna watch soon. and so i'm going to list it here today. yes i'm giving you guys some movies recommendations! yay!

so those are the movie posters. and below are bit info about the movie. i also linked asianwiki website on every movie so you can find out more about the movie huhu

1// Death Note 1, 2 , and 3; self explanatory. this is one heck of a legend. i am so proud that i actually finished reading the manga and watch all the anime episodes. if you don't know, this movie are about a mass killer that kills criminals all around the world and there's a genius detective trying to find out who's this killer. Verdict 10 out of 10!

2// Nana 1 and 2; this is also the first two anime and manga that i actually finished after death note and again, i am so proud of myself huhu. this movie is about two girl who share the same name, Nana who became friends and live together by chance. It tells about their different love story.

3// Paradise Kiss; i've read the manga and watched the anime and i remember when i know they're releasing the live action movie, i was so excited! it also have my faves, osamu mukai! this movie is about a group of fashion students searching for a model for their final project. if you love fashion, i highly recommend this!

4// Detective Conan; this is my fave series of all time. i grew up with this anime. and i still am. it's crazy how the anime are still ongoing and i'm still watching it too. there are three movie and a drama. they are all fun to watch. the best things is watching my childhood anime turned into live.

5// Kimi ni Todoke (From Me To You); this is one of the live action movie that i dont actually watch the anime nor read the manga but for me myself, i really enjoy the movie itself. different people have different view of things ;) this is another love story. its about this girl who is not as popular but then just so happen a popular guy falls in love with her. Typical i know but its worth it to watch.

6// Sukitte Ii Nayo (Say "I Love You"); this is also one of the movie that i read the manga first and then i knew they are releasing a live action. They also did an anime but I dont really watch it tho. The story tells about a plain girl that has no friend but then just so happened a popular guy in the school wanted to be her friend. Again, very typical but still very cute!

7// Shingeki No Kyojin (Attack On Titan); i did not watch neither read the manga. i just watch it because i wanted to and there's kiko in there (gd's scandal lol). i'm sorry i might get bash about that but oh well. i'm still recommending this movie because its fun and different. but the cgi are quite funny tho.

8// Ansatsu Kyoshitsu (Assassination Classroom); I watched the anime after my friend told me about it. it is very amusing. i like it very much. and one day, funny enough, when i go out with with my exact friend who recommend this anime to me, while we're at kinokuniya, klcc, we found a poster about this live action movie. and i can't tell you how excited i was! i got even more excited after i knew one of the actor is yamada ryosuke! this is also self explanatory. its basically about a class of students needs to assassinate their teacher. i know, its a very interesting plot right? and i just found out (while writing this post) that a sequel are schedule  to be release next year! oh my gosh, i'm so excited! i kenot wait!

9// Bakuman; this is another anime and manga that i've finished! and let me tell you, i am so excited when i knew they're releasing the live action movie. oh well typical me haha. i cant tell you much about it because i haven't watch it because is has not been release yet! (at least not on the internet). but base from the anime and manga, it is a sliced-of-life genre. it tells how this two mangaka duo strive to achieve their goals. its fun to watch. oh did i tell you that its the same mangaka who made death note? whaaaaat? xD

10// Ore Monogatari (My Love Story!!!); omg the anime alone makes me laugh so much, i wonder what happen if i watch the movie. i really can't wait to watch it! oh yes this is a romance movie. romantic comedy to behonest. the plot are completely against the typical love story. its about a big tough high school student ho falls in love with girl and for the first time ever, the girls falls for him too. the anime are so funny but i dont expect anything for the movie but the trailer seems a lot of fun!

oh wow that's already a long list up there. i can go on and on if i want to but i guess i should stop now. so i hope you like my recommendation and please let me know if you watch it and what's your review on them.

Just a small reminder here. These movie are somehow slightly different from the manga or anime but they are still fun to watch!

so yeah. see you on my next post. bye xx

Tuesday, November 3

Izzat Azhar buat Review Blog

huhu saje je nak join. why not kan? tengah boring ni. huhu

Sunday, November 1

14. perfect

manga, anime, and black and white image

when I first saw you. from across the room. i could tell that you were curious. i hope you’re sure. what you're looking for. cause I'm not good at making promises. but if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms, if you like having secret little rendezvous, if you like to do the things you know that we shouldn’t do,\ if you like midnight driving with the windows down, if you like going places we can’t even pronounce, if you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about. then baby, i'm perfect for you.

Thursday, October 8

Sunday, September 27

12. b o d o h

Aku benci orang yang tak jujur ni.

Pernah tak orang cerita belakang kau? Pernah tak kau rasa kau macam orang bodoh? orang buat macam tunggul? Orang  pandang enteng kat kau. Macam kau ni plastik ringan yang takde jisim? Pernah tak mereka fikir kau tu takde perasaan? Ingat kau tu otak bendul? Pernah?

Aku rasa macam tu sekarang. Dah lah sekarang everything rasa tak kena. School stuffs, friend stuffs semua. Otak aku pun taktau nak pikir mana satu. Aku nampak je macam hati kering kontang, kosong. Tapi kau tak kenal aku betul betul. Only few and certain person that knew the real me.

Kenapa lah manusia suka sibuk hal orang? Kenapa dia tak buat hal dia sendiri je.

Memang best lah main kan perasaan orang kan?

Kalau hati sendiri macam kaca bukan main senang nak pecah riuk patah beribu semua, apesal taknak jaga hati sendiri?

Sekarang ni kau ke aku yg bodoh.


Saturday, September 12

11. what are you looking for?


the skinny one or the chubby one?
the bright one or the quiet one?
the open minded one or the closed minded one?
the talkative or the keeper?
the pretty one or the cute one?
the selfish one or the loving one?
the clumsy one or the calm one?
the smiley one or the frown one?
the rich one or the poor one?
the smart one or the dumb one?
the loser or the poser?
the hard-working one or the lazy one?
the popular one or the plain one?

you choose.

Saturday, August 29

10. good girls

She's a good girl, She's Daddy's favorite. He's saved for Harvard. He know she'll make it. She's good at school. She's never truant. She can speak French (I think she's fluent).  'Cause every night she studies hard in her room. At least that's what her parents assume. But she sneaks out the window to meet with her boyfriend. Here's what she told me the time that I caught her.  She said to me, "Forget what you thought. 'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught. So just turn around and forget what you saw. 'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught." She's a good girl A straight A student. She's really into All that self-improvement. I swear she lives in that library. But if you ask her she'll say, "That's where you'll find me!" But if you look then you won't find her there. She may be clever but she just acts too square. 'Cause in the back of the room where nobody looks. She'll be with her boyfriend. She's not reading books! She said to me, "Forget what you thought 'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught. So just turn around and forget what you saw 'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught."

Lesson of the day; Good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught.


Sunday, August 16

9. letter to my dear friend

first of all, this is universal. means it is for all my dearest friends and not only just for some specific person or whatever. no hard feelings. it is just my own opinion on this matter. please read. 

so in friendship, there's ups and downs. we should be happy together and sad together too. 

so typically when we're altogether happy, there's nothing to worry about. we just dont care shit about anything and totally just having fun.

but then there will be times when we'll be sad, shallow, melancholic, stresses
d, or even angry. but that doesnt and never stop us from being in this friendship.

sharing is caring and so our problem meant to be share between us. anything from your family problems, love interests, study stuffs and so. 

the things in friendship or relationship or any other ship you can find is that we cant kept our self quiet. keeping thing to yourself. if you ought to be like that, then why bother to have friendship in the first place?

friends were meant to care about you. but sometimes there are this is a kind of friend who just dont understand or did they even know how care they are towards you?

you're sharing all out when you're having fun. laughing together. but why not sharing all out about your problem too. cry together. thats what real friendship should look like, should feel like. 

when you cried for attention, your real friends will never left you grasping, attention. in the other hand, they would give u more attention. and yet you still say they never care for you which a very selfish statement.

what would you do if the friend who have always cared for you stop giving any care at all? what would you do if the friend who always gives you advice stop giving any wise words to you? 

if you're acting like a 5 years old kids towards your friend, thinking like your friend have no other life besides comforting you only, then you should never even consider to have a friend. dont make friends with anybody at all. dont even make any conversation with anybody. because when you started to even talk one bit with someone, automatically that person is in your life. part of your life. 

i know its up to them to even need to care for you but i know there's a lot of nice and good people who would cared for you even if they only knew you a few hours. its in human nature to be sympathetic. and it is also up to you to took advantage of it for your own good or took it for everybody's own good. 

i wrote this a while ago, and i forgot how to end it. so if you have a friend, please take care of the friendship. because this friendship will hold on until forever and you will regret it if you ever did any wrong to it and you'll cherish it if you really appreciate it.

Sunday, August 9

8. relationship goals

relationship goals as in married relationship. the halal way. okay? understand? do not do this in any possible way with someone else who's haram to you.